I for some reason seem to have an irrational fear of asking people things. For this reason I am falling behind in Math. Also, I never leave my room or go anywhere because I've internalized the assumption that I'm simply not allowed to leave the house. I figure that I could if I had a cellphone or something, but I've also internalized the assumption that I would need money, which in turn would require a job, which in turn would require a car, which I'm still 47 practice hours, another class, a test, and a few thousand dollars short of. Also, I'm afraid of dying in a horrible car accident, so that's a bit of a sticky wicket right there.
And now for today's list of fears that I can remember that I have at the moment:
asking people things,
leaving the house,
futility,
embarassment,
ants,
car accidents,
death,
failure,
EVERYTHING,
lotus seed pods,